Monday, March 31, 2008

Uneasy

I've had the strangest feeling all day today.....almost like the calm before a storm. I just can't put my finger on it except to describe it as a feeling of unease. I keep going through things in my head trying to find something I've forgotten to schedule, or pick up or do. But, I'm coming up empty.
We were extremely busy at work today, and I think that contributed since I wasn't able to accomplish everything I would have liked to, and I feel like there's something that I must have missed there too. Morgan had Ballet Class tonight so I had to rush to the dance studio right after work and there I made sure I had all the tickets for her recital paid for, her photo time scheduled in my planner and all the info I need for her upcoming recital. Thankfully, her softball practice, which was scheduled for 7 (15 minutes after Ballet ends) was cancelled due to the weather today. She was tired today and so was I.... and she just doesn't look good to me right now. She's looking a little pale and tired and I'm concerned (freaked out) that another seizure may be coming. I'm sure I'm just being paranoid....it's this day.
Right now I'm sitting on the couch (again) working on the mountains of laundry (again) and listening to music while I write this. At this moment, one of my favorite songs of all time is playing....Good Riddance by Green Day. I don't know why, but I LOVE this song and I never tire of listening to it. Morgan is flitting about from room to room coloring, writing menus, playing with the dog and talking. She's all excited about her Spring Pictures at school tomorrow and which earrings she's going to wear. Oh, and about her school project. Hers is a report/presentation about some guy who invented chewing gum. I've already forgotten his name. And she's already decided that she wants to make a diorama for her presentation although she hasn't yet decided how she's going to make a diorama of gum exactly yet. She's still thinking about it. I'm sure she'll come up with something creative. Katie is on MySpace right now (BIG Surprise) after cleaning most of the evening. She wants to have her friends over this weekend to watch the Sweeney Todd DVD that she's planning to buy this week with the money she earned babysitting over Spring Break. She's very motivated since I told her that NOBODY was coming over until the house was spotless....lol. Hey, whatever it takes, right? Now Morgan's being some sort of animal trainer and has Bear (our dog) jumping over upside-down laundry baskets. She's looking for more treats as we speak. And that's my cue to get going before she feeds the dog so many that he's sick.

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